Remember when rapper Christ Bearer cut off his penis in a suicide attempt last month? Well, he’s alive and well. The Wu-Tang Clan affiliate has come forward to explain why he committed such a grisly act on himself.

The 40-year-old rapper tells TMZ that he was feeling very depressed and lonely over not being able to see his daughters because of a restraining order.

While smoking weed and reading a book about monks and vasectomies, Bearer decided to mutilate himself and jumped off a two-story building.

While that isn't the best of news, there is a happy ending in all of this.

Plastic surgeons were able to successfully reattach his penis and make the body part functional again. Unfortunately, he will be unable to bear children in the future. Ironically, Bearer does have another child on the way.

As far as his membership status as a Wu-Tang affiliate, Christ Bearer states, "I am the f---ing Wu-Tang."